Goodbye!

This morning, i went out of the house in a zombie state.. i walked with my head down... cos i am really lost... i went to legal aid and i got rejected... i knew it will... i went down to travel agency to cancel my trip for next month.. cos i know i need money now... and finally i went to waterloo street to ask for direction from the god... but the god told me :

" Things refleced in placid water,
Changing in shape and confused in order.
But in destiny all is preordained..
so no advice or guidance can be given"

i stood in the temple for half an hr.. when i walked out, i had a decision... cos i saw my stand at this battle.. Today will be my last entry on this blog.... I decided not to carry on with this anymore... Its an end to my annoying nonsense... Thanks everyone for your support, you kind words, yr tolerance... I going to end here..

Bye, dear.....

We can no longer be friends.. but i just want to let you know i still love you even after all these issues.. Cos i never deserted you... you are the one who deserted me and let me to struggle for my future... You made me a stranger person... You gave me 14 years of beautiful memories which i will remember for life and i will keep that love in my heart...

DEAR, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

Bye, my cyber friends....

Thanks for all the taking time to read the nonsense... Thanks for the kind drops in the cbox... I will remembered every one...

Lotus, Thanks for being such a wonderful cyber friend... I love yr Hospice stories... continue with it.. and i will be there... thanks for the vent area you setup for me... I appreciate it...

Appleteas, Continue to work hard and wait for him... I sure one day he will knock his head and wake up.... Jia You Ok... Ying, Jia You to you also... Remember : If you love him, set him free. That's the best gift you can give him...

Snow, Thanks for your support and concern..

Aeris, Glad you made it... we are going to start afresh together... All the best to you.. and jia you together....

Ling, Thanks for visiting me... Wish you, big darling n small darling happiness forever.. Yr fil to recover soon...

THANKS MY 9813 READERS...

Bye, my friends....

CT, Thanks to your helps you given me whenever i need it... I had made my decision this morning.. it isn't a rush one this time.. cos i saw the battle ground... I am feeling disappointed with his decision of divorce... but its ok.. cos i expected this day.. If you asked me how i feel now... i will tell you, tat nite, i really need you.. and heng, you came on line... Anway, its really a good new start for me.. its going to be a tough one.. but like the god says... everything had been laid for me... so i just got to go with it...

Tok, I know you are concern for me, wan to see me start strong.. when after this i will be.. and you will definitely see a happier me soon... cos i saw the light already... and i will be walking towards it soon.. and it will no longer be a slow one... haha...



因为曾经有你，让我感到幸福，
因为曾经有你，让我快乐，
因为曾经有你，让我忘了我自己，
因为曾经有你，让我心甘情愿的为你付出，
因为曾经有你，让我尝尽了喜怒哀乐，

谢谢你，曾经为我付出，
谢谢你，曾经用心地照顾我，
谢谢你，曾经用心地呵护我，
谢谢你，曾经用心地包容我，
我应该知足了。。
应为我曾经拥有。。